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Lee A Smart's avatar

Who's weirder, the weirdo, or those who love hanging with? You had me cracking up a few times. The vacant vacation had me laughing right good.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…the weirdest weirdo is probably some weirdo who says they aren’t weird…

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Sarah Jane's avatar

Indeed

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Steven Puri's avatar

All this time... just looking for one honest man... or a good carnitas taco

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…sounds like you are seeking veracruz all natural…

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Sandra Yvonne's avatar

Oh man, I couldn’t stop thinking about this movie for WEEKS after watching it.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…a total masterpiece…i literally restarted it right as the credits ended…

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Sandra Yvonne's avatar

I need a rewatch! The sinister mood stuck with me for so long afterwards. Did you see their previous film, We're All Going to the World's Fair? Schoenbrun is so good.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…i did!…didn’t stick or hit as hard as this one for me, but still a great singular vision…this one is big on hits for any of us 90’s kids…

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Sandra Yvonne's avatar

Same for me! but in both cases, I was struck with their ability to capture such a specific kind of dread around internet and TV. They totally crushed the 90’s energy in this one — chef’s kiss. Happy to hear you’re an appreciator too!

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Christine Ahh's avatar

My brain is doing back flips to see into my weirdo navel that probably doesn't exist. Your stream of consciousness is way better than the clear blue waters of a retro beer commercial and far less filling. Yet I feel fully satiated. Thank you, Mr. Foote!

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…just trying to find folks who can drink my bone dry bud heavy…

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Sarah Jane's avatar

Fascinating read. But who would you be without the cloud in the sky? Without the external suggestion of who you are now.

Did you know Paracelsus was potentially a cross dressing female posing as a male.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

...amazing info that i did not know, do believe and find beautiful...it is a scary thought...the idea that if we change for an algorithm what do we lose in the process...end seen for me here, nothing is going to change, but hearing out loud that someone else thought i would make more sense as someone else was a trip...my heart says be as many of your selves as you can in witness and in service to others so that they might do the same for you...i'm not here to make a computer happy...

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Sarah Jane's avatar

Ah but it is not the computer that we rebel against nor the algorithm that feels happiness with our compliance to said algorithm. 🤣 I'm just talking crap. Don't mind me.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…do we even rebel anymore…thought this was a fun fact today…Robot is drawn from an old Church Slavonic word, robota, for “servitude,” “forced labor” or “drudgery.”…i didn’t really like the movie but bleak and interesting was the ending to A.I. whereupon a robot boy who wanted to be human accepted a wish to live his happiest day, a simulation, while his robot teddy bear companion sat next to him ready to serve his needs…the end game of all our machining might be sad robots dreaming inside of eachother pining for us long gone and never truly coming back…

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Sarina's avatar

"It is scary to think that others want to stand in the way of others becoming the other that they are. How hard it is to say out loud that you are what you aren’t now. I’m not anything more than this. Hopeful of a receptive and accepting reality for all whom seek the truth of themself. We are all a show. What we show is our choice. All the future is myriad, and I can continue to reflect in it" - this was a really deep one, very moving. Definitely worth listening to, listening to the depths of your voice explaining the depths of your feeling was moving. Thanks for caring about writing about things like this that are hard. POLO!

PS - embedded music was spot on

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…marco…

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christina fang's avatar

You play with syntax like its playdough. no rules. no goal. no aspiration. just play and creation and minddump into my minddump & i really am inspired by this writing style and your perfect encapsulation of what it means to be the observer & the observed.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…blush…my mind minds me and i don’t mind that…wild to think about where we are now…a million solar headlamps at a darkness festival…we might look like stars to the stars…

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Sarah Seeking Ikigai's avatar

Very much loved this, and so nice to have an excuse to watch Tonight Tonight part way through!

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…classic video and song…thank you for checking this out Sarah!!…

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Lori K's avatar

Going deep into the mind here and I’m here for it. Life is a funny movie, isn’t it?!

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

…mostly comedy, sometimes tragedy, occasionally romance, hopefully never horror…thank you for taking a read…

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Chris Buczinsky's avatar

I loved this one, so many great paragraphs! I couldn’t help but think many if them should be stand alone poem posts, with one illustration, so they could sink in me, into the sink of me, and wink to me.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

...that is really kind Chris...thank you!...if you are down I would be so stoked to collab on a poem and illustration post with you...would be fun to see what kind of magic we might conjure...wink...

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Jeff Giesea's avatar

Life is a recursive loop of becoming who we are. And then we die.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

...and then someone living picks up our life rights and turns it into HBO...

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Jeff Giesea's avatar

And that’s when Cansafis AI takes over the world.

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CansaFis Foote's avatar

...oh no...please somebody stop me...

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